Sensual

I am excited to share just a little sneak peak to my last Boudoir Session. Once again I realized how much capturing and creating beauty is what has a heart and a soul for me.
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Making love
He gazed inside me with motherly tenderness, he embraced me with his breathing heat, a magnet to my pleasure.

He caressed every cell, with nothing but his electricity, the weight of a hundred men hovering above. He seized my flesh and devoured it, satisfied with every bite from his supple steady hands. He searched my body with his starved tongue. He had no plan. He was going somewhere, everywhere it didn’t matter, every taste was his destination.

He blessed my body with his, kissing without the mashing of lips, just air and fire.

Sweat leaked from every pore, mixing with his, until we turned to liquid. I was swimming in ecstasy, no orgasm to be had, only deathless bliss. We melted in our fevered desire.

Silence was our serenade, but then, from somewhere trapped in the deepness, my voice of passion unleashed. My knowledge disappeared. I couldn’t speak, words suffocated as my heart began to scream.

I reached for him, but I couldn’t touch, he wouldn’t let me. He ached for my release, and as he pulsed through me, he broke me. He broke me open from the earth to the air. I craved myself, I grasped and clawed. I yearned to kiss every piece of me, pleasure and pain, all of it at once.

I gasped for breath and drowned in my guilt, my doubt, my unknowingness, my torment. My numbness evaporated as the needles of confusion injected me with consciousness, and I wept.

Naked, exposed, ravaged, nurtured, held, I mourned myself. I mourned the death of my frailty.

I’m not weak, I’m powerful.

He ripped the weakness away and there I was: beautiful, perfect, wise and seen. He sees me without knowing why or asking why. No question of my presence. I am nothing to him, but me.

No sound, no word, no look, no action could turn him away. He protects me, he warms my fragility with his courage. He broke me and he will never allow me to be fixed. I’m irreparable because now, I’m me: quiet, speechless, unable to lead, shattered from the outside, in.

The outside vanished as he looked at me and saw himself. He ate me whole and refused to spit me out.

I’m terrified this is it, and the search is over. We are the intention. We are the harbor and now all that’s left to do, is be. It isn’t sexual, it isn’t emotional, it isn’t mental, it isn’t any of that, it’s peace. It’s foreign. It’s the clouds. I can’t hold it. I can’t describe it. I don’t know it. It’s not worldly or real, it just is.

It’s love.

By Rebecca Lammersen

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sensuality

Sensuality often makes love grow too quickly, so that the root remains weak and is easy to pull out.
~Friedrich Nietzsche

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The spiritualization of sensuality is called love: it is a great triumph over Christianity.
~Friedrich Nietzsche

Sensual love deceives one as to the nature of heavenly love; it could not do so alone, but since it unconsciously has the element of heavenly love within it, it can do so.
~Franz Kafka

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love

Love.

Give. Expand. Be

Dissolve. Become. The sun. The moon. A smile. A hug

 

Transform. Allow. Release

 

love, lust and astonishment

“For men, I think, love is a thing formed of equal parts lust and astonishment. The astonishment part women understand. The lust part they only think they understand.”
— Stephen King

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“Ripe for romance? Is that not only the self-conscious and sensitive young man’s way of saying he was heavy with passion? Is not, perhaps, romance only the fiction by means of which the tender-minded negotiate their lust?”
— Trevanian

 

to build the world that she wants..

“How wrong is it for a woman to expect the man to build the world she wants, rather than to create it herself?” ― Anaïs Nin

“I am only responsible for my own heart, you offered yours up for the smashing my darling.  Only a fool would give out such a vital organ”    ~Anais Nin

 

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